ji ge zhoule ?

zui jin zhuang tai bu shi tai hao . you sheng bing, erqie gan mao gang yao hao jintian zao chen you shuo bu chu hua le ,,

zhe 3 ge zhou . yu dao le tai duo de ren . ye rang wo zhen zheng de ren shi dao le yi xie ren  . kiva shuo guo bu yao zai yi na me duo , ke wo jiu shi  jue de zi ji wei qu , dang ran wo ye xiang guo . huo zhe dui fang he wo xiang de ye yi yang . huo xu ta ye xiang ta wei wo ye zuo le hen duo shi qing , dan shi wo jiu shi shuo bu dong wo zi ji , bu guo zui jin zhen de yao gan xie yi xia yi pi ren . you qi shi kiva, zhi yu wei shenme ni zi ji hui geng qing chu , wo zhen xi wang wo men zhen de neng cheng wei yi sheng yi shi de pengyou , ye bu zhi dao ni  neng bu neng kan dao zhe ge , kan dao le ye  bie shuo shenme , hehe ..

qian liang tian baba mama lai kan wo , zou de shi hou wo ku le . di yi ci zai li kai tamen de shihou liu lei le .  zui jin lao shi ku , ye bu zhidao wei shenme . shao wei you wei qu huo zhe shi shangxin de shi  jiu ku ,

wo jiu na men le  , na li lai de na me duo de lei,

chu le zhe xie . deng wo nong hao dian nao le zai shang lai xiang xi bao gao.

wo yao ji xu jian ku de sheng huo zhe ,,, zhi shao wo you xiwang zhi cheng zhe wo ,,

hui jian ,bao beir men!

mei ti ,

ni jiu shi yi ge dian xing de zi si de shen me dou bu dong  jiu zhidao zi ji de xiao hai zi, ni mei na zige rang ren sui bian gun ! cao!!!

wo zhen shi ta ma de huo le . bie gei lian bu yao lian !!!!!!!

吃吃吃吃吃

今天又一顿大吃.. 人生啊.怎么就这么肥油啊... 我不想再长脂肪了.冬天又不顶用的.. =.=;;

PS :我又一次失眠了.!

How

It breaks my heart to see her worried and sad . it makes me realize how bad of a daughter i've been. and how selfish i've been the whole time. I need to stop acting like a child and start taking responsibilities .It's just too ironic how people only realize certain things when they get older. why cant we just not disapoint /hurt anyone since the birth . maybe we will turn into animals instead if we dont have any of these feelings but who can make sure animals dont feel what we human feel....

 It's growing on me.. and i need an answer to how to make all these things better ...

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由于前面的超级郁闷和沮丧的一个ENTRY. 在这里先道歉一下. 那就算是我喝多了说的鬼话吧....

今天听到了一些 *神气的* 歌.. 让我又重新有了希望, 其实这么小的一个事情就能改变我的心情. 这其实挺神气的,,

今天没什么好说的, 就是想上来乱蹦几个字儿. 再次谢谢祝贺我生日快乐的 人儿 们...我又老了一岁. 呵呵说不上来有什么变化. 只是我感觉我最近想的事情比以往要多好多. ,也许那就是我为什么写那么沮丧的日记的原因. ..

哎. 继续努力的活..活的累点没关系.谁活的还不累么....